

SO damn beautiful













...”forgive me as I cut out your tongue
forgive me as I put you in this powdered wig
forgive me when I put your body in a museum
forgive me of all my sins
for not being a good indian
the balls of your forefathers will be traded for whiskey
to fuel the molotov cocktails to be tossed at your cities
and the breasts of your mothers severed and bloody
will be sold to the freak show for the revelers money
your children will witness their whole world collapse
as kidnapped siblings must erase names off maps
so forgive me of all my sins
for not being a good indian
I was taught better than that
I have more respect than that
there is no history book with my story
there is no newspaper to give me my glory
because no one has heard this language in years
‘cept Kokopelli, dream catchers and a trail of beers
my voice is a small pox blanket
that spreads like fire on the prairie
infecting both fist and hatchet
in the spirit of fucking crazy”